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Monday, March 19, 2007

 
so when it was ME and him, did all of his friends HATE us as a couple?
because they sure seem to LOVE HER.
did i make him a WORSE PERSON?
because he seems to do everything right for her that he couldn't do for me.
i still want the answer to the neverending question:
did we fail because we're just not right for each other

or because i'm a terrible terrible terrible person?

lots of things lead me to believe that it's the latter. but what the hell am i supposed to do about it?

i can't believe i'm such a voyeur. i should just crawl into a hole NOW, before i screw anything else up or leave anyone else with fucking "relational scars."

i'm sorry i ever touched your perfect boyfriend. i'm sorry i ever loved him.

* posted by claire * 10:35 AM