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Thursday, October 19, 2006

 
sometimes i am so emotionally and intellectually stimulated that i simply cannot process what is happening around me.

it makes me go nearly catatonic at my desk.

and i don't want to talk to anyone and i don't want to try to write it down.

there's too much pressure when talking to have something concrete to say

there's too much pressure when writing to make it pretty.

i wish someone would tell me the answer and i wish someone would hold me for a very long time while i try to sort it all out.

but i will get neither.

* posted by claire * 9:03 AM