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Saturday, October 28, 2006

 
it'd be fine, except...

well, except i've spent my whole life picking people.

and now, this time, i really want to BE PICKED

but no one seems to be interested

and the one that i beg and cry and hurt about

i keep picking him and picking him

and he won't play along

he won't be picked

so that's it



p.s. prediction one: she will be the princess. prediction two: she will sleep in his bed.

one: check
two: bar close is in one hour. i have no proof, but i put all my money in - she's done it before and she'll do it again tonight.

i just wish he'd at least tell me the truth.

and i wish with all my might that i wasn't jealous.

but i am i am i am. i want to be your double date date. i wanna be your princess. i don't like sharing and i just... i just... i just can't get over it.

solution: move far, far away.

* posted by claire * 11:10 PM