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Monday, August 22, 2005

 
hopes, in summary, for the purpose of clearing my head:

that i will like my body (this might mean changes on the outside or inside or both)
that i will be pleased with my consumption/exercising habits
that i will become more disciplined
that i will live within a reasonable budget (to be created)
that i will work hard at the office and at home, but be careful about my motives
that my life will be organized and my home will be organized
that i will be an adventurous and frequent cook (ricotta cheese, anyone?)
that i will be true to my heart while obedient to my reasonableness
that i will love with abandon
that i will be loved with abandon
that i will be a mother, wife, sister, daughter, granddaughter and friend who shows that she is secure in love by how she shares herself with the people around her
that i will travel and keep perspective on the world while at home
that i will not live timidly or so practically that i miss out on important things
that my back will feel better, thanks both to diligence on my end and expertise on my chiropractor's end
that music will always be a part of my life and that i wouldn't give up on using it to get thoughts out of my head and into the air
that i would ask good questions and compliment often and not worry about how often i'm asked good questions or complimented
that i would one day be free from this simultaneous self criticism and pride....

* posted by claire * 11:04 AM