something real
< ? blogs by women # >Monday, April 04, 2005
i feel numb and stupid
i'm faking it, even to myself
i might cry
i want to go home
i don't want to talk about it
why, when i get what i ask for, am i so unhappy
it still hasn't sunk in
i feel hopeless
i don't feel anything
i'm so sad
don't cry don't cry don't cry
hold it together
i have so much work to do
i don't think i'm okay
* posted by claire * 1:22 PM