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Monday, May 12, 2003
so i went over to his apartment tonight and couldn't remember why i didn't choose him. i suppose in theory it might make sense, but for some reason, this week, i just can't be around him the same way. like i know he still has feelings for me after this crazy year, and i admit that i still care for him. but i am elsewhere occupied. he let me hug him before i left, since i won't see him for the rest of the summer, and there was a moment of faces slightly too close together... i had forgotten what he smells like. he hasn't found anyone else who understands him like i do. and really, i don't know anyone who understands me like he does. micah certainly doesn't. we're not the same. opposites attract, do they? it appears so.
* posted by claire * 9:59 PM
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